I'm not going to forgive this community for what they did to me.
I'm back.
I activated my sfw twitter account because I had a rough few weeks and I was bullied.
My experience in this flipline community was horrible.
I didn't do anything to them or bother others with this in the flipline community.
I'm very stressed and suffering emotional damage from this stupid controversy that happened to me weeks ago and they called me things that I'm not really and I'm not going to forget. But seriously it's ridiculous.
I was silent, I don't like talking about this and I'm not good at writing but I'll tell the truth.
Weeks ago a minor “Y3ESY” found my nsfw account and exposed me for this stupidity just for retweeting fictional characters that are already older and aged.
and the worst thing is that he mentioned the users of the community some were minors to get attention and be against me and some told me things like I'm a weird person, to be careful of me and other things. First of all, I didn't do anything to them or bother them and they only started this to make me feel bad and bother me.
not only on twitter but also on tumblr where there are underage users.
so they would call me this kind of things.
that bastard put me on his list just because I retweet art of the characters but aged.
I find it absurd that someone would call me that and consider me a weirdo just for retweeting art on an +18 account.
Because I couldn't stand that and I couldn't defend myself from it, I had to deactivate both my accounts.
Because of this stupid controversy, they called me a bad person, unpleasant, horrible, and several users of the community blocked me and kicked me out of the discord server. and they called me: “pedo behavior” the truth is it was absurd. Apart from the fact that I didn't break any rules, they kicked me out. The good thing is that I never interact on this server since there are minors and I only posted some of my SFW drawings and a project but I got bored on this server and seriously it's been almost two years since I interacted on that server.
I seriously don't interact in that community and I only talk to people I met.
I was also banned from flipline. com for that: “Interacting with NSFW content of minors on another site” really?
I didn't even interact with a minor, let alone post this kind of stuff on the flipline forums. This time I got banned for something I didn't do and I was framed for it.
Some users unfairly accused me of this kind of thing that I would never do and harassed me.
This time I got banned for something I didn't do and I was unfairly accused of it,
as I didn't do anything wrong or violate the community rules.
I'm sad that they blocked me and that these people blamed me for something I didn't do and didn't bother the community.
That really hurt me. And they said mean things about me and that I went too far just for that nonsense and they called me with the letter "P".
Also, those posts that I retweeted were already aged characters...
I never draw that kind of things, much less real people... that's why they hated me just for retweeting.
Some users of the community helped me and told me that I'm innocent since I only retweeted that because they were fictional drawings and I took it with humor, I didn't do anything wrong and much less bother the community with these things.
And that these users got into this nonsense of things. They did it to bother me and hate me.
I'm not going to apologize for this nonsense... just for retweeting those fictional characters that are adults. on my nsfw account.
Seriously, they have the same absurd argument when it comes to characters that aren't real and they make up their age…
Also, I won't forgive the other people who got involved because of this stupidity and some who called me with the letter "P". since I haven't done anything just by retweeting that... and I'm not going to forget about this moron who started this.
thanks to you you gave me more fame and attention and interest to the nsfw community... and you gave me inspiration.
I hate blocking people because for me it's wrong, but I have to do it, the people I blocked and who blocked me for this, even the person who broke their promise, I'm sorry but I'm tired, I didn't do anything to them with that. Hate me if you want. So get out of my life because I don't want to see you and leave me alone..
and don't come near my nsfw account damn minors. because this is for adults and yes I left my warnings.
And seriously it's stupid and I'm sick and tired of the idiots on Twitter who only say pure stupid things and misinform that. And the artistic discrimination that I even saw very stupid things about sfw vs nsfw art. And I already realized who are those people who make nsfw and insult other people with their content.
Did I leave the fandom? Yes and no, I left it because there were children complaining about it and I didn't do anything to them and they just bothered me. Now I want to dedicate myself to something else so I can fit in without bothering others... I seriously don't like bothering people with that since my accounts are separate and I put my warnings and it's for adults and the things I retweet I only like the absurd style and the color palette of these artists these things don't excite me (people called me perverted, with the letter "P" and other things for this stupidity). I don't comment on things or say anything sexual or obscene and I just take it with humor what these artists do.
But the truth is it bothers me that minors are on these networks and are exposed to this type of content and what they do is call attention and they will end up canceling the artist in an exaggerated way.
But I realized that it is not worth fighting with those minors and I tried hard to block them so they would leave me alone. after they banned me. "NSFW artists are just NSFW artists." and well now I just want to live as the villain. If I hated Quinn I would have never drawn her. LOL.
Papa Louie was my fourth favorite game when I was 10. I wanted to leave the game as my only memory 18 years ago. 5 years later I forgot about it, I wanted to remember it so I played it again.
Although the community is happy that I left.. I created a community but an adult one and this time I am quite strict with what I am doing.
Also, I want to support all the NSFW artists that are in similar situations to mine. (There are others that I am for and against and I know which one it is.)
I don't like the content of real people's art. ok.
As an artist, I take myself very seriously and always keep my accounts separate. My SFW account is for everyone and my NSFW account is for adults, not minors. I don't like to bother others with that.
Regarding my meme account, “papa louie out of context” well I don't want to activate it anymore because of this minor who got into my nsfw account in the first place. Well, that meme account was to entertain the community and support them, also retweet their art. I've always liked to support the community, even the Hispanic community, and I have a sense of humor, but understand that what I do is not with bad intentions, it's not my fault. I find things on the internet and I post videos and art, but I do give credit by putting their names and links so that people can find them and support them. Apart from that, I find things on the internet, whether it's memes or art, but it's hard to find the authors, ok.
I already read everything that they told me that I steal content, the only thing I did was post memes and art without permission, but I did give credit and links so that people can search for them and follow them, if anyone was upset by that I apologize. The people who have said things that I post nsfw things on that account, which is false and only misinforms. What I post are memes.
And the people who complained that I steal memes from people without permission, memes are memes and they are to share with everyone and people can take them and share them. There are several accounts that upload the same memes, but remember to put your watermark.
So don't complain, they are just memes.
But I realized that they only get offended by things that are wrong and I don't understand it, this became like the "SU" FANDOM.
As a Mexican I have a sense of humor and these things make me laugh and I also want to have fun.
I've already read everything that these people told me, there are some that are out of context and misinformation but some that I admit I have made mistakes, and I regret this in my meme account, since I did like to help, support and entertain this community. But I don't want to go back anymore because I'm tired and that experience was horrible.
Anyway, the help and support I gave to the community was in vain... but I don't want to know anything about that anymore.
But I learned that communities can be bad or good, but you shouldn't get too attached or join the community because there can be many problems, especially people who talk to you about their tastes, who are in favor of their things and they will tell you bad things, especially about your artistic work.
and the people I met who are quite hypocritical, rude, sensitive, deceitful but also some who don't like their artistic style to be copied.
I'm tired of people insulting me with my stuff. I've been trying to fit in for years and all I get is pure insults and hate. First on Tumblr, where they only insulted me for my drawings, then on my realistic topics. On Amino, where I only shared drawings, I did receive hate from one person who harassed me and said things to me with my drawings. I was even the victim of a lot of disgusting people on those servers when I was a minor. And now Twitter. I guess I'm tired and I just want to do the things I like the most and publish art and support without bothering others.
The people who have told me that I'm a manipulator, I just try to be nice and get along, apart from the fact that I like to help. I also don't like to interact through messages because of fear and lack of trust... every time I interact with someone, everything scares me and I start to say things.
But I also know things that they don't.
I am a very sentimental person and the only thing I want is to get along and fit in and what I hate the most is being bullied or harassed. And it affects me emotionally and it can even hurt me.
You know that I regret things I have done in the past, but I regret having behaved like that because I was tired and fed up with this... the harassment, the insults towards me since I do not like to bother people with what I do, and the ones who start the hate are them. Although I am very sentimental, I do not like to insult others and much less tell them things about their work.
I just want to fit in.
Yes, I have a bad temper and it explodes quickly... but sometimes I forget them but I regret the things I did and I try to correct them... In the past I changed because of what happened with the fight during the first months and I was already calm and at peace, but this time they bullied me again and this time they made me angry and feel bad about this nonsense. That's why I said things because I couldn't stand it anymore.
I don't like to bother people and I always put my separate accounts and my rules on my accounts, but I guess they don't understand.
But I regret having hung out with those people I met who were just a bunch of ungrateful people.
I also regret having helped them and defended their things, but I don't want to know anything about them anymore. I prefer that something happens to them now with their worst things.
Now I want to dedicate myself to something else for adults and if you hate me and don't like what I do you can block me and if you are a minor I ask you a favor stay away from my nsfw content….
But I will never forgive those people who got involved and bothered me for this stupid controversy.
Thanks for reading.
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